I know I'm in a bad place right now, but I'm not "present" enough to be able to change things. I've got an emergency psychology assessment tomorrow morning - virtual - how the hell..?! - with the hope of starting a group Stabilisation course on Thursday.
I'm only allowed a 3 day prescription for this new anti psychotic med I'm trying, Quetiapine, because I apparently overdosed on a large amount of them last week. I slept a hell of a lot (half of last week is a blur) and on World Mental Health Day (10th October), I was in A and E getting checked over for the fifth time in a month and wishing I'd gone to work instead.
I don't know where this will all end up. I'm beyond frightened.
Blogging is an amazing concept so here I am giving it a whirl. You'll get words. You'll get pics. Sometimes a vid or two. You'll get tongue in cheek, the odd humble opinion and an honest insight into my travels and writing life. Maybe even a few gems along the way. I'll be musing on home turf as I see more and more of the UK and sharing my experiences further afield on holidays and adventurous trips across the globe.